I have been trying to write about the grief felt by myself and my family when our son died so tragically and for the first time since I started blogging, I have had trouble getting it right. Sitting in front of my laptop and thinking of the best way to get it down clearly, I have deleted more than I have written. I took a long break and I think that I will have it ready to post at my usual time tomorrow. In my part of the world it is May 15 at 10:00 a.m. My readers from all over the world are in different time zones, however, it will be up at the time you usually read my blog tomorrow. I apologize for any inconvenience as I know how irritating it can be to search for a blog that has not been posted. Please bear with me.